Dulu Lain Sekarang Lain
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim
For the past 4 days, aku mengambil masa bersendirian untuk ber 'tafakkur' memuhasabah perjalanan hidup aku selama 22 tahun aku hidup kat atas bumi Allah ni. And more focus on the past 2 years where my life turned 360 degrees, which was the moment I signed up as a Herbalife distributor.
Ok kalau nak cerita sejarah 2 tahun ni dalam entry ni baik takyah kan. Korang go through je lah blog aku ni huhu. Aku bukan nak cerita benda tu. Aku just nak cakap banyak sangat benda berubah sepanjang 2 tahun ni.
Kalau dulu, aku bercita-cita untuk habiskan degree untuk dapat work placement dengan Petronas, sekarang aku nak habiskan degree just untuk fulfil the wish of my parents. Alhamdulillah. Not looking forward to employment, but more on exploring the world through journey in Herbalife.
Kalau dulu, aku rasa aku ada ramai gila kawan. Now aku dapat tahu siapa yang betul-betul kawan, siapa yang cuma kawan untuk bergelak tawa, and which yang cari aku bila dia susah je but tinggalkan aku bila aku susah. Because life is getting tougher day by day. Everyone will face the same thing, cuma ada antara kawan2 yang dah lalui lebih awal, and ada belum lagi melalui stage hidup yang aku sedang lalui sekarang. Yes, kalau dulu aku rasa aku ada best friend, now aku rasa the only bestfriend I have is my husband. The one I could share everything with and the only one I could cry on. Not everyone is willing to be with us in every moment. I realised that now,
Kalau dulu, aku rasa nak buat Herbalife sebab duit, now aku nak grow our life in Herbalife for me and for my family. Im working hard for my family. My parents, my siblings, my husband and my children.
Kalau dulu, aku rasa aku bagus sebab budak pandai, best student masa SPM. Petronas scholar, and aku rasa masa depan aku cerah sbb ada academic background yg bagus, in Herbalife aku belajar banyak sangat2 which membuatkan aku rase I have to improve a lot to my ownself.
So in conclusion I thanked Allah for bringing me this far. Now Im 32 weeks pregnant and in 8 more weeks inshaAllah I'll be in the next stage of life, which is being a mother. Huhu. Berdebar. Nervous.
Ok bai. :D
For the past 4 days, aku mengambil masa bersendirian untuk ber 'tafakkur' memuhasabah perjalanan hidup aku selama 22 tahun aku hidup kat atas bumi Allah ni. And more focus on the past 2 years where my life turned 360 degrees, which was the moment I signed up as a Herbalife distributor.
Ok kalau nak cerita sejarah 2 tahun ni dalam entry ni baik takyah kan. Korang go through je lah blog aku ni huhu. Aku bukan nak cerita benda tu. Aku just nak cakap banyak sangat benda berubah sepanjang 2 tahun ni.
Kalau dulu, aku bercita-cita untuk habiskan degree untuk dapat work placement dengan Petronas, sekarang aku nak habiskan degree just untuk fulfil the wish of my parents. Alhamdulillah. Not looking forward to employment, but more on exploring the world through journey in Herbalife.
Kalau dulu, aku rasa aku ada ramai gila kawan. Now aku dapat tahu siapa yang betul-betul kawan, siapa yang cuma kawan untuk bergelak tawa, and which yang cari aku bila dia susah je but tinggalkan aku bila aku susah. Because life is getting tougher day by day. Everyone will face the same thing, cuma ada antara kawan2 yang dah lalui lebih awal, and ada belum lagi melalui stage hidup yang aku sedang lalui sekarang. Yes, kalau dulu aku rasa aku ada best friend, now aku rasa the only bestfriend I have is my husband. The one I could share everything with and the only one I could cry on. Not everyone is willing to be with us in every moment. I realised that now,
Kalau dulu, aku rasa nak buat Herbalife sebab duit, now aku nak grow our life in Herbalife for me and for my family. Im working hard for my family. My parents, my siblings, my husband and my children.
Kalau dulu, aku rasa aku bagus sebab budak pandai, best student masa SPM. Petronas scholar, and aku rasa masa depan aku cerah sbb ada academic background yg bagus, in Herbalife aku belajar banyak sangat2 which membuatkan aku rase I have to improve a lot to my ownself.
So in conclusion I thanked Allah for bringing me this far. Now Im 32 weeks pregnant and in 8 more weeks inshaAllah I'll be in the next stage of life, which is being a mother. Huhu. Berdebar. Nervous.
Ok bai. :D
Comments
saya hanya bercakap melalui pandangan mata saya. maaf kalau tersalah cakap, atau buat atie marah...
may God bless you with His taufik and Hidayah. Semoga segalanya dipermudahkan. =)
i second that. maybe bleh buat ramai terasa hati, tapi takpe la. thats her life. =) kalau org yg terasa tu kecik hati, she shudnt keep it. fire je terus. haha (jk)..
tapi betul la. to be hurt is easy. not to be hurt pun possible je. as long you know, why in the first place you should feel hurt over something. and is it worth it to be hurt?