A Reveal of The Secret: Why Did I Take Off My Niqab

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Bosan betul kan. Kalau nak tegur, or nak tny something sensitive, mesti nak buat anonymous. Berani la sikit brader.
Why don't u just reveal ur true identity when u leave ur comment here?
Huh!

Meh. aku jawab soalan hang tu.
As most of u are well aware, i was a niqabi before. Tapi bukanlah yang setiap masa berniqab. I put on the niqab only when it's necessary. *suke hati lah kan sebab bukan nye aurat pun muka aku ni*

And sekarang kau tengok aku takde niqab langsung, pastu kecoh nak leave comment kat sini as an anon. Letak identiti sebagai:  'dulu saya respect awak'. So what, sekarang dah tak respect? So do u want me to care?
(aku tak approve pun comment die sebab dah banyak sangat anon yg letak comment mcm tu, and aku jadi annoyed hehe)

me and friends, pic taken in 2009

Aku rase orang-orang yang ikut updates aku kat blog ni tahu yang aku ada masalah kulit yg teruk sebelum ni. Sebelum aku cerita panjang, korang boleh bace ade satu entry di mana bermulanya kisah kulit aku. Entry ditulis pada tarikh November 6, 2009.

Ha. meh bace entry aku kat sini

Aku cuba bertahan waktu tu. Memang aku takde gambar close up kat muka pun semenjak tu. Most of the pictures taken pun mesti in group and I was like, hidden in it. Sengaja, sebab malu dengan kulit muka aku.

Macam tu jugalah kisah aku dengan Herbalife bermula. Baca kat SINI

Sepanjang aku ikut program Herbalife untuk kulit, aku mengalami proses detoksifikasi. Agak horror jugak lah masa tu. And time tu jerawat macam bertambah banyak, and berdarah-darah. Tunang aku antara saksi kulit aku sangat hodoh waktu tu. Tapi aku sabar.

Aku minum shake Herbalife tu serius sangat. Tapi aku cuba jugak untuk mencari jalan keluar, which is by meeting up a doctor.
Mase jumpe doctor tu, she's quite a close doctor to my family because we always go to her clinic whenever we have health problems in the family. So we kind of trust her.
She adviced me to take off my niqab, supaya kulit saya boleh bernafas. And die bagi ade krim sapu jugak.
Tapi, krim tu tak bagus langsung!. Jerawat aku mmg kecut, tapi ade kesan HITAM parut kat muka. GELAPPPPPP SANGAT warna parut tu! aku menangis setiap kali tengok muka aku kat cermin ='(


Sejak jumpe doctor tu, aku dah tak pakai niqab dah. and memang kulit aku tak boleh ditutup sebab teruk sangat jerawat aku.

Aku mula tak percaya dengan doktor itu sejak itu. Sorry doctors. (hehe, kakak aku doctor dowh!)

Sekarang kulit aku dah okay alhamdulillah. Aku ade gak cakap dengan encik tunang aku yang aku nak berniqab balik. Aku cakap kat Mama sekali.
Cuma, it's not that easy. Sebab tu aku x pakai pun now. Huhu. Honestly, wearing niqab is not something like Nike's slogan, 'Just do'

It even took me years to start wearing niqab dulu.
So yeah, itu je cerita aku untuk isu ini. So the truth's revealed. Puas hati? Kalau kau geram sangat kenapa aku tak berniqab sekarang, kau je lah pakai. Senang cerita hehe.

Sorry I'm not wearing the niqab to show off to people. I respect all Muslims, equally, no matter whether they put the niqab on or not.
So Mr/ Ms Dulu Saya Respect Awak, this is my answer for u. I hope u're satisfied =)

Comments

atie, camne eyh boleh hilang smule parut jerawwat2 hitam tu?
Ladyship Atie said…
asyikin,
dengan Herbalife la hehe =)
dah consume Herbalife shake?
Anonymous said…
perempuan umur awal 20-an 90% akan tak ada jerawat.sekian.
hafiy said…
gelabah tol anon tu..
work more on ourself than others:)
arien said…
encik/puan/datuk/datin anon,perempuan sekarg between 10-17, is 80% problems with acne, that we called acne vulgaris, for above 17 going to 30, 60% r going to this problems also becoz of hormone,product, or enviromental condition and atopic also..if mrs yusammir have this problm maybe she is one in the 60%,she need to treat the probs with leaving the stimulation... for ur information the num of percentage will incerase becoz of changes enviroment alot n lower immunity in our comunity bcoz of radiation n enviroment increase alot ..so behave ur words... im agree wth mrs yusammir explanation, sometime women have probs to wear their hijab bcoz of atopic or allergic dermatits contact problem, dont worry, ignore waht people say, ..
im support u, atie
with love,
erin,dr. SKed
Bandung
arien said…
*salah tulis = sorry not hijab, its niqab what shoul i write b4..

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